Saturday, August 12, 2006
hey.. here to blog again.. realli dunno wat to write... aiya.. i suddenly feel so rejected by band.. or mabbe iz i reject band.. i hvnot been gg back to band since e esplanade concert end.. onli once to take back my pencil.. hehe.. den iz tt i suddenly not close to any1 frm band or even sec 4s.. for sum reason.. i realli dunno y.. since aft e mid yr.. i hv been less close to alot of dem dunno y oso.. even 1 person tt i used to loiter tgt even when break she will cum find me de.. she now dun even walk wif me.. n so so rarely tok to me.. so i loiter out wif another gal now.. she iz quite nice.. cox i eat myself den she cum sit wif me.. i m bcuming more loner now in band.. tts y tis evening actually got a bbq den i dunno wanna go anot cox tt gal dun wanna go.. den i go dere sure damn sian n alone de.. but i realli wanna go cox itiz e last bbq b4 e farewell.. i dunno la!! feel realli sad now.. shld i go or not?! but i will b walking alone de if i go dere.. n eat alone.. n keep realli quiet cox dere iz no one to tok to.. haiz.. feel realli realli sad now..
k.. nvrm.. tok sumtink happy now.. i dun seem to b quite happy aft all.. dunno y lyk to sae bout sad sad tink den make myself vv sad.. haiz ok.. muz sae happy one to make myself happy!! i pass my 2.4km!! shld b la if according to my tyming.. n aft tt went mac n eat den went fiona hse.. her hse always got nth to do de.. n in e afternoon when normally iz e most boring part of e day.. her bro n sis r actually studying n fiona iz actually reading!! gosh so hardworking.. sumtink tt will nvr happen in my hse.. except if my grandaunt iz here la.. n we competed cooking roti prata!! i shall comclude mine roti prata iz nicer!! cox.. dere iz no chilli sauce!! hahah!! cox i dun eat chilli sauce!! :D
n another angry tink!! RELATIVE VELOCITY SUX!!!!!! so diff la.. i hv nvr cum across such diff tink lolx.. no formula or anytink but juz vv diff to understand.. finally pick up e courage to ask my grandaunt sumtink aft 3 yrs not under her tuition cox i quited it.. heh.. she explain for bout an hr.. i still dun understand actually.. but i dun dare tell her.. cox for 1 hr she explain onli 1 qn n if i dun understand she might juz explode n start scolding me lyk siao.. so nvrm.. i shld juz pretend to noe.. den ltr go do summore prac den c how first.. ha.. ok.. e end.. i wanna go find tink to decorate my clarinet bk liao.. everybody draw until so nice.. except for sum la.. i muz draaw equally nice oso.. if not lyk vv bad lyk tt.. a bk to b pass dwn draw until so ugly.. summore tt bk vv vv ex lolx frm wat my senior sae..
oh suddenly tot bout prom nite tinky i oso dunno realli wanna go anot.. fiona cannot go n xin dun wanna go den i go for wat.. but lyk tt will cox zy n e rest at her table to pay 94 dollars.. bout 19 dollars more.. aiyo n nicole yst ask tt tym when fiona sae realli cannot n xin shake her head den her eyes show tt vv bu shuai or sad or unhappy expression.. vv bad la.. she ask us for bout 2 wks oreadi n we keep rejecting her or keep delaying.. aiya.. i oso dunno la!!
~hey i dun feel so sad now~
hL..
