Tuesday, May 29, 2007
thr tripe 1 post!!
haha
wateva
mangaed to retrieve some pic
hopefully no more lost
haha
me n weijie sl!! hee.
shayne!! my snr since ahband.though she used to b in 2nds.ha
christie!! my ahband sl n stand-mate now!! nice snr!! hee
i tink i dint take wif ginny
n confirm dint take wif conran
ha
but conran is handsome
to tink i dint take wif him
ha
but tink my sis will drool if i do
ha
i will rmb e nxt tym
haha
make her jealous
wateva
lyk i do really care
haha
kk
if i m not sleepy again lyk now
mabbe i will post pic of my batchmates
haha
haha
wateva
mangaed to retrieve some pic
hopefully no more lost
haha
me n weijie sl!! hee.
shayne!! my snr since ahband.though she used to b in 2nds.ha
christie!! my ahband sl n stand-mate now!! nice snr!! hee
i tink i dint take wif ginny
n confirm dint take wif conran
ha
but conran is handsome
to tink i dint take wif him
ha
but tink my sis will drool if i do
ha
i will rmb e nxt tym
haha
make her jealous
wateva
lyk i do really care
haha
kk
if i m not sleepy again lyk now
mabbe i will post pic of my batchmates
haha
hL..
ha
tink i hv seldom post pic on my blog
kinda tink it horrible
cos e yr2 r leaving
post sum tinks bout e band den
ha
but i tink i lost sum pic
haha
dunno whr it went
sob
lyk pic wif weijie n some other ppl
sobs....
retarded jumping at e navy open hse.unglam x]
me n randall.i m sad =[.i lost eother photos wif e other yr 2s.sobs.
3rd clarinets!!hee
tink i hv seldom post pic on my blog
kinda tink it horrible
cos e yr2 r leaving
post sum tinks bout e band den
ha
but i tink i lost sum pic
haha
dunno whr it went
sob
lyk pic wif weijie n some other ppl
sobs....
retarded jumping at e navy open hse.unglam x]
me n randall.i m sad =[.i lost eother photos wif e other yr 2s.sobs.
3rd clarinets!!hee
hL..
Sunday, May 27, 2007
did i mention tt i bcame e qm?
of vjcsb
i kinda dint expect so little ppl to run for qm
so i was lucky
screwed e bombing n exco interview
somehow onli survived thrugh e tcher interview
dunno i get it either
i m scare i m not up to it
cos dere is no one to help me
gosh
dunno la
try lor
everybody pls help me
in case i screw up
haiz
of vjcsb
i kinda dint expect so little ppl to run for qm
so i was lucky
screwed e bombing n exco interview
somehow onli survived thrugh e tcher interview
dunno i get it either
i m scare i m not up to it
cos dere is no one to help me
gosh
dunno la
try lor
everybody pls help me
in case i screw up
haiz
hL..
Saturday, May 26, 2007
majestia last nite
dint turn out tt well
but though...
it was a nite of fun
haha
walao
concertino...
haiz
i was so happy during reheasal cos me n melissa finally can play tt damn part
den i was tinking
at night i gonna b a wonderful nite
tis is a signal
but...
yea
screwed up
den american got screwed too
but spatacus was ok
den interval
tink ppl was stunned at e percussion flight of e bumblebee
though my sis tot it was kinda lyk showing off
i argued wif her over tis
damn dumb
haha
went for mid nite movie
got dragged along by yuxuan
n i dragged xh
haha
n yuxuan ended up slping
waste money
but i dint
from 12.35 till 4 am!!
woo!!
reached hm at 4.30
ha
i slept on e taxi la
n i found myself 'lost'
walao
lucky i realised in tym
haha
damn tired
slept at 5 n woke up at 9.30 am to go band again
haha
not tired not tired not tired
haha
ok tts to bluff u
cos i m
lol
ha
n e movie was damn funny
i mean lyk sum parts r damn gross la
den i was lyk damn disgusted
n started making squeaks n big movement
ha
n i was hugging daxuan's octupus
n he acty call me to hug tt
haha
damn funny
wateva
gifts serene?
er... nth special
haha
thx for coming anw....
=]
~tired~
dint turn out tt well
but though...
it was a nite of fun
haha
walao
concertino...
haiz
i was so happy during reheasal cos me n melissa finally can play tt damn part
den i was tinking
at night i gonna b a wonderful nite
tis is a signal
but...
yea
screwed up
den american got screwed too
but spatacus was ok
den interval
tink ppl was stunned at e percussion flight of e bumblebee
though my sis tot it was kinda lyk showing off
i argued wif her over tis
damn dumb
haha
went for mid nite movie
got dragged along by yuxuan
n i dragged xh
haha
n yuxuan ended up slping
waste money
but i dint
from 12.35 till 4 am!!
woo!!
reached hm at 4.30
ha
i slept on e taxi la
n i found myself 'lost'
walao
lucky i realised in tym
haha
damn tired
slept at 5 n woke up at 9.30 am to go band again
haha
not tired not tired not tired
haha
ok tts to bluff u
cos i m
lol
ha
n e movie was damn funny
i mean lyk sum parts r damn gross la
den i was lyk damn disgusted
n started making squeaks n big movement
ha
n i was hugging daxuan's octupus
n he acty call me to hug tt
haha
damn funny
wateva
gifts serene?
er... nth special
haha
thx for coming anw....
=]
~tired~
hL..
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
horrible day again
started off wif phys
wth!!
lyk 29%!!
wth!!
i can seriously go die
lyk i dint do tutorials seriuosly for 3 wks oreadi la
lyk since we start chion-ing for syf
till now
chiong-ing (still) for concert
ya
n tis is e 2nd screwed up tink todae
lyk we played damn horribly!!
concertino is screwed totally
haiz
cos i m playing
i hvnot really master american n third symphony too
die die die lalalalalala
haiz...
n today den i find out tt i hv been reading rynthm wrongly
haiz
running notes
fast parts
tuning
high notes
shit
2 days
less den 48 hrs
how much tym i left minus e tym i m supposed to report to e slp god
n e tchers
n my parents
wateva
i m juz damn screwed
hoildays r not gonna b holidays i predict
damn mye
haiz
damn phys
chem maths
ECONS!!
tis sub totally sux
wth la!!
ahband camp
vj chalet
cip
presentation
meet up wif my clique ppl
band prac
study for mye
mug mug n mug cos i cant fail
for i will b ban from band forever
wat do u call these days?
holiday?
or NOliday?
wateva
makes no sense
stress
n tis word describes me totally
n it reminds me bout interact tt i hv been skipping cos of band
haiz
my 2nd cca
tink bcome juz an aft band tink liao
i cant consider myself as an interactor
sorry
haiz
nvr really felt e effects of stress b4
or even really feel it b4
tis is e first tym man
i sux
mabbe vj sux too
cos it makes me stress
wateva
n today i dun feel lyk sitting wif him
sorry
juz dun feel lyk
no particular reason
dun even feel lyk toking to him
sorry la
pissed man
dun piss me off further...
grrr...
idiot me!!
started off wif phys
wth!!
lyk 29%!!
wth!!
i can seriously go die
lyk i dint do tutorials seriuosly for 3 wks oreadi la
lyk since we start chion-ing for syf
till now
chiong-ing (still) for concert
ya
n tis is e 2nd screwed up tink todae
lyk we played damn horribly!!
concertino is screwed totally
haiz
cos i m playing
i hvnot really master american n third symphony too
die die die lalalalalala
haiz...
n today den i find out tt i hv been reading rynthm wrongly
haiz
running notes
fast parts
tuning
high notes
shit
2 days
less den 48 hrs
how much tym i left minus e tym i m supposed to report to e slp god
n e tchers
n my parents
wateva
i m juz damn screwed
hoildays r not gonna b holidays i predict
damn mye
haiz
damn phys
chem maths
ECONS!!
tis sub totally sux
wth la!!
ahband camp
vj chalet
cip
presentation
meet up wif my clique ppl
band prac
study for mye
mug mug n mug cos i cant fail
for i will b ban from band forever
wat do u call these days?
holiday?
or NOliday?
wateva
makes no sense
stress
n tis word describes me totally
n it reminds me bout interact tt i hv been skipping cos of band
haiz
my 2nd cca
tink bcome juz an aft band tink liao
i cant consider myself as an interactor
sorry
haiz
nvr really felt e effects of stress b4
or even really feel it b4
tis is e first tym man
i sux
mabbe vj sux too
cos it makes me stress
wateva
n today i dun feel lyk sitting wif him
sorry
juz dun feel lyk
no particular reason
dun even feel lyk toking to him
sorry la
pissed man
dun piss me off further...
grrr...
idiot me!!
hL..
Monday, May 21, 2007
life is getting really busy
n serious
n boring...again
well
mabbe emo-ing is gd
at least ur mind will b occupied wif sumtink
ok relax
dun tink i emo-ing again
cos i m not
ha
i m happy
n i tot tinks thrugh liao
ha
n i promise not to b emo over e same tink again
its stupid
i shld smile
n everybody arnd mux too!!
so did u?
ha
n pw sux
to tink we acty do until 9 plus oso cant finish...
sux la
n sorry peiting
u did e most
sorry
guilty me...
n serious
n boring...again
well
mabbe emo-ing is gd
at least ur mind will b occupied wif sumtink
ok relax
dun tink i emo-ing again
cos i m not
ha
i m happy
n i tot tinks thrugh liao
ha
n i promise not to b emo over e same tink again
its stupid
i shld smile
n everybody arnd mux too!!
so did u?
ha
n pw sux
to tink we acty do until 9 plus oso cant finish...
sux la
n sorry peiting
u did e most
sorry
guilty me...
hL..
Friday, May 18, 2007
shit day
phys test.bombing
sux to e core
phys test was horrible
couldnt do almost all e qn
left bout half blank
well
tts explains when u hv no tym to study in depth
serious
i dint
i dun rmb understand in e first place
felt horrible
lyk everybody got ans to discuss bout when dey come out
i do not
n i hatta say i dun even hv an ans to share
but surprisingly
i wasnt sad den
bombing was horrible though
attacks flying across e table
climbing under e table[its ok except tt it is vv ugly]
n alot of qn i cant or dun dare ans
its simply scary
came out feeling really scare
yea
got emo onli aft tt
ha
n to tink hu i acty sms
nvrm
tts it
phys test.bombing
sux to e core
phys test was horrible
couldnt do almost all e qn
left bout half blank
well
tts explains when u hv no tym to study in depth
serious
i dint
i dun rmb understand in e first place
felt horrible
lyk everybody got ans to discuss bout when dey come out
i do not
n i hatta say i dun even hv an ans to share
but surprisingly
i wasnt sad den
bombing was horrible though
attacks flying across e table
climbing under e table[its ok except tt it is vv ugly]
n alot of qn i cant or dun dare ans
its simply scary
came out feeling really scare
yea
got emo onli aft tt
ha
n to tink hu i acty sms
nvrm
tts it
hL..
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
ANGRY~
walao
lyk todae is a day filled wif EVENTS
pe which has nafa
n unfortunately
n expectedly
i failed my standing broad jump
y when did i ever pass?
if first tym cmi
means i really cmi oreadi
n shit la
first jump lyk 170 plus
den fail backwards
crap...
in e end...
highest reading... 155cm
FANTASTIC!!
i luv standing broad jump so much tt i will hatta do it for e whole yr
shit la
den spa...
ok la
juz e colour change a bit weird
i got pink?
but e correct ans is yellow to orange
i noe tt
ppl sae
tcher oso sae
wateva
but wat happen aft tt was funny
ha
so fun
e pulse game on e piano
which is totally lame
but funny
hee
xh n sk still owns a forfeit each!!
ha
i rmb
den e bombing
e biggest tink for e whole day
but....
grr
i tot left so little ppl
sure damn gd de
summore jonathan lyk ask damn funny qn
tts wat i wan la
not e serious type de
i will juz faint or die due to frightness la
haiz
den idiotic
tink dey found out tt too little ppl is left to ask qn
n too little ppl to listen to vote wisely
dey postpone me n dafril
wth!!
i lyk prayed so hard for so little ppl wif fun ones left la!!
n dey totally ruin it!!
grrr...
wateva
fri!!
sure got alot more ppl de lor
den e tcher oso tell us today tt she wanna come dwn n noe us more
though i noe she is nice
but her presence
ok to b correct n precise
is e tcherS presence is intimidating!!
snrs too!!
lyk e more present
e more freaked out i m!!
ahhhh
sheesh
k tink i tok too much to xh le
i m acty using her word 'shoos'
instead of e word tt i always use
lyk kanasai [kinda miss using it,always use in ah]
n shit
plus i keep saying sheesh oso la
is sumbody else keep using de
man
i m being influenced by others!!
ok
i m juz pissed n angry
n sad la
wateva!!
sheesh...
walao
lyk todae is a day filled wif EVENTS
pe which has nafa
n unfortunately
n expectedly
i failed my standing broad jump
y when did i ever pass?
if first tym cmi
means i really cmi oreadi
n shit la
first jump lyk 170 plus
den fail backwards
crap...
in e end...
highest reading... 155cm
FANTASTIC!!
i luv standing broad jump so much tt i will hatta do it for e whole yr
shit la
den spa...
ok la
juz e colour change a bit weird
i got pink?
but e correct ans is yellow to orange
i noe tt
ppl sae
tcher oso sae
wateva
but wat happen aft tt was funny
ha
so fun
e pulse game on e piano
which is totally lame
but funny
hee
xh n sk still owns a forfeit each!!
ha
i rmb
den e bombing
e biggest tink for e whole day
but....
grr
i tot left so little ppl
sure damn gd de
summore jonathan lyk ask damn funny qn
tts wat i wan la
not e serious type de
i will juz faint or die due to frightness la
haiz
den idiotic
tink dey found out tt too little ppl is left to ask qn
n too little ppl to listen to vote wisely
dey postpone me n dafril
wth!!
i lyk prayed so hard for so little ppl wif fun ones left la!!
n dey totally ruin it!!
grrr...
wateva
fri!!
sure got alot more ppl de lor
den e tcher oso tell us today tt she wanna come dwn n noe us more
though i noe she is nice
but her presence
ok to b correct n precise
is e tcherS presence is intimidating!!
snrs too!!
lyk e more present
e more freaked out i m!!
ahhhh
sheesh
k tink i tok too much to xh le
i m acty using her word 'shoos'
instead of e word tt i always use
lyk kanasai [kinda miss using it,always use in ah]
n shit
plus i keep saying sheesh oso la
is sumbody else keep using de
man
i m being influenced by others!!
ok
i m juz pissed n angry
n sad la
wateva!!
sheesh...
hL..
Monday, May 14, 2007
i cant edit my posts cos of sum stupid blogger prob
XH DINT CRY WIF ME
I MEAN CRY LYK ME
ha
ok?
XH DINT CRY WIF ME
I MEAN CRY LYK ME
ha
ok?
hL..
oops an accident
posted twice
but juz wanna tell u all
i made it thrugh e interviews
but got bombing tml!!
grrr
tts wat i hate e most
n to xh darling
tink thrugh
choose wat u tink is e best for u
not e others
smile always
its impt
tt e lesson i learn today
dun cry wif me anymore =]]]]]]]]
posted twice
but juz wanna tell u all
i made it thrugh e interviews
but got bombing tml!!
grrr
tts wat i hate e most
n to xh darling
tink thrugh
choose wat u tink is e best for u
not e others
smile always
its impt
tt e lesson i learn today
dun cry wif me anymore =]]]]]]]]
hL..
tis is my 100th post!!
cool
but uncool as well
cant imagined i cry so badly in sch today
well
i wun cry over guys
so relax
ha
but i m alrite oreadi
once i cried it out
i wun again
at least over e same issue
sorry to make fiona cry as well
sorry
i was supposed to b ur listening ear
but summore u bcame mine
n i was e one hu broke dwn first
n sorry
i gotta go for lesson when u broke dwn
sorry
smilex always
i found out it was impt to smile
serious
i found out today
it easy to force one out
but it might not b real
oops
sorry
muz learn to smile from e bottom of ur heart
unfortunate tinks always happen
we cant always pray for e best
we cant always get e best
learn to treasure e best u hv now
天有不测风云 人有旦夕祸福
你永远无法预测明天将发生什么事
所以你一定要学会珍惜眼前的一切一切
真的
等到有一天一切都消失的时候
一切都已经太晚了… …
cool
but uncool as well
cant imagined i cry so badly in sch today
well
i wun cry over guys
so relax
ha
but i m alrite oreadi
once i cried it out
i wun again
at least over e same issue
sorry to make fiona cry as well
sorry
i was supposed to b ur listening ear
but summore u bcame mine
n i was e one hu broke dwn first
n sorry
i gotta go for lesson when u broke dwn
sorry
smilex always
i found out it was impt to smile
serious
i found out today
it easy to force one out
but it might not b real
oops
sorry
muz learn to smile from e bottom of ur heart
unfortunate tinks always happen
we cant always pray for e best
we cant always get e best
learn to treasure e best u hv now
天有不测风云 人有旦夕祸福
你永远无法预测明天将发生什么事
所以你一定要学会珍惜眼前的一切一切
真的
等到有一天一切都消失的时候
一切都已经太晚了… …
hL..
tis is my 100th post!!
cool
but uncool as well
cant imagined i cry so badly in sch today
well
i wun cry over guys
so relax
ha
but i m alrite oreadi
once i cried it out
i wun again
at least over e same issue
sorry to make fiona cry as well
sorry
i was supposed to b ur listening ear
but summore u bcame mine
n i was e one hu broke dwn first
n sorry
i gotta go for lesson when u broke dwn
sorry
smilex always
i found out it was impt to smile
serious
i found out today
it easy to force one out
but it might not b real
oops
sorry
muz learn to smile from e bottom of ur heart
unfortunate tinks always happen
we cant always pray for e best
we cant always get e best
learn to treasure e best u hv now
天有不测风云 人有旦夕祸福
你永远无法预测明天将发生什么事
所以你一定要学会珍惜眼前的一切一切
真的
等到有一天一切都消失的时候
一切都已经太晚了… …
cool
but uncool as well
cant imagined i cry so badly in sch today
well
i wun cry over guys
so relax
ha
but i m alrite oreadi
once i cried it out
i wun again
at least over e same issue
sorry to make fiona cry as well
sorry
i was supposed to b ur listening ear
but summore u bcame mine
n i was e one hu broke dwn first
n sorry
i gotta go for lesson when u broke dwn
sorry
smilex always
i found out it was impt to smile
serious
i found out today
it easy to force one out
but it might not b real
oops
sorry
muz learn to smile from e bottom of ur heart
unfortunate tinks always happen
we cant always pray for e best
we cant always get e best
learn to treasure e best u hv now
天有不测风云 人有旦夕祸福
你永远无法预测明天将发生什么事
所以你一定要学会珍惜眼前的一切一切
真的
等到有一天一切都消失的时候
一切都已经太晚了… …
hL..
Saturday, May 12, 2007
hmmm
for e first tym
so long....
but i promise i wun
n i wun
bleh
tis is wat i tot while i was bathing
ha
cos i walked in e rain today
n oso cos i tink i vv long dint put any chinese phrase oreadi
ha
i nid to help xh darling
haha
here it goes:
无情的雨缓缓地从天而降，
落在我这疲惫的身体上。
不。应该是心灵上。
雨水就项针线一样，
不停地往我憔悴的心灵上插下伤口，
留下不可磨灭的烙印。
我… …
无力逃跑、无力反抗。
我只能无助地让雨水拍打在我身上… …
awww...
so emo dun u tink so.
ha
for e first tym
so long....
but i promise i wun
n i wun
bleh
tis is wat i tot while i was bathing
ha
cos i walked in e rain today
n oso cos i tink i vv long dint put any chinese phrase oreadi
ha
i nid to help xh darling
haha
here it goes:
无情的雨缓缓地从天而降，
落在我这疲惫的身体上。
不。应该是心灵上。
雨水就项针线一样，
不停地往我憔悴的心灵上插下伤口，
留下不可磨灭的烙印。
我… …
无力逃跑、无力反抗。
我只能无助地让雨水拍打在我身上… …
awww...
so emo dun u tink so.
ha
hL..
yoz!!
i dint blog yst...
too tired...
haha
but i muz today!!
i got my 2nd honours yst!!
well
my first wif vjcsb though
it was really a fulfilling process
thx for everytink everyone
we prac hard
i did too
much harder den any days in ahband
i was touched at e completion of e whole song
i was really thankful tt our harwork had paid off
i seriously was touched
touched by everyone's conc n hardwork dey hv put in
but most imptly
e gd job tt everyone has done thrughout e whole learning process
we went back to sch
n heard e recording
it was nice
though i dun really tink it was as gd as e previous day
it was still gd
we eat
we went back
we met up wif old fren
we tok n waited tgt
we waited impatiently
when it announced 'band no 9'
'victoria junior college symphonic band'
'gold......' my heart drop n i was tinking whether i shld cheer
cos we shld not matter bout e results but e PROCESS
but i told no1 wat i heard
cos i was afraid of their disappointment
'......with honours' out came those words
i scream loudly HONOURS
some screamed upon wat dey hear
but....
we were doubtful as well
we confirmed first before screaming even louder den ever
we hugged tightly
we screamed loudly
but at least i dint cry as much as i did in ahband
i forced dey back
cos i dun wanna let ppl c me cry
i wasnt close to dem
its weird
sorry to sae
mabbe i m still closer to e ppl in ahband
at least i was happy hanging out arnd wif wt yst
hee
free ben n jerry's from e exco ~thx ^^~
followed by a movie treat from yuxuan~hee thx too daxuan^^~
we watched spiderman3 despite i dint watch e past ones at all
tgt wif another 10 plus ppl
my first movie for e past yr ba
dint rmb watching any at all
cos i dun really lyk
but tink since yst was a nice n happy day
i might learn to fall in luv wif movies
ha
but i muz sae
i m not tt rich to keep watching
hee
dun u tink yst was really nice
but i m worried bout something
but i shldnt sae until its aft majestia
scary tink man....
~elects for exco will b out soon^^~
~wonder hu's inside? ^^~
i dint blog yst...
too tired...
haha
but i muz today!!
i got my 2nd honours yst!!
well
my first wif vjcsb though
it was really a fulfilling process
thx for everytink everyone
we prac hard
i did too
much harder den any days in ahband
i was touched at e completion of e whole song
i was really thankful tt our harwork had paid off
i seriously was touched
touched by everyone's conc n hardwork dey hv put in
but most imptly
e gd job tt everyone has done thrughout e whole learning process
we went back to sch
n heard e recording
it was nice
though i dun really tink it was as gd as e previous day
it was still gd
we eat
we went back
we met up wif old fren
we tok n waited tgt
we waited impatiently
when it announced 'band no 9'
'victoria junior college symphonic band'
'gold......' my heart drop n i was tinking whether i shld cheer
cos we shld not matter bout e results but e PROCESS
but i told no1 wat i heard
cos i was afraid of their disappointment
'......with honours' out came those words
i scream loudly HONOURS
some screamed upon wat dey hear
but....
we were doubtful as well
we confirmed first before screaming even louder den ever
we hugged tightly
we screamed loudly
but at least i dint cry as much as i did in ahband
i forced dey back
cos i dun wanna let ppl c me cry
i wasnt close to dem
its weird
sorry to sae
mabbe i m still closer to e ppl in ahband
at least i was happy hanging out arnd wif wt yst
hee
free ben n jerry's from e exco ~thx ^^~
followed by a movie treat from yuxuan~hee thx too daxuan^^~
we watched spiderman3 despite i dint watch e past ones at all
tgt wif another 10 plus ppl
my first movie for e past yr ba
dint rmb watching any at all
cos i dun really lyk
but tink since yst was a nice n happy day
i might learn to fall in luv wif movies
ha
but i muz sae
i m not tt rich to keep watching
hee
dun u tink yst was really nice
but i m worried bout something
but i shldnt sae until its aft majestia
scary tink man....
~elects for exco will b out soon^^~
~wonder hu's inside? ^^~
hL..
Monday, May 07, 2007
happy but horrible day as well
how irony :/
how irony :/
hL..
Friday, May 04, 2007
kinda tink i m depending too much on my blog
but nvrm
i wanna proclaim sumtink
nghuileng...
shld hv b dead
her life belongs to the baby b4 her
she owes tt baby her life
but she is not tresuring her life
its a waste
it shldnt hv been hers
she's dead
she shld hv been
but she imagined herself waking up one day
seeing nth but strangers
her loved ones r gone
no one to luv her
she luv no1 dere
she is frighten
she doesnt lyk it at all
she imgained herself dead
wif her spirit wandering everywhere
w/o any meaning
wats e purpose
but its e same for now
so wats e difference exactly?
she needs to b dead
to know how to reborn
den a new her will come out
n face tis horrible realistic world...
死亡也代表重生…
but nvrm
i wanna proclaim sumtink
nghuileng...
shld hv b dead
her life belongs to the baby b4 her
she owes tt baby her life
but she is not tresuring her life
its a waste
it shldnt hv been hers
she's dead
she shld hv been
but she imagined herself waking up one day
seeing nth but strangers
her loved ones r gone
no one to luv her
she luv no1 dere
she is frighten
she doesnt lyk it at all
she imgained herself dead
wif her spirit wandering everywhere
w/o any meaning
wats e purpose
but its e same for now
so wats e difference exactly?
she needs to b dead
to know how to reborn
den a new her will come out
n face tis horrible realistic world...
死亡也代表重生…
hL..
Thursday, May 03, 2007
no 95 le
tts count how many emo posts i hv la
ok
nvrm
dun count
i dun bother to
but i noe
it's more den half
haiz
dun u tink jc life totally sux
tinks were peaceful in ahs
totally out of hand in vjc
haiz
n i was triggered out of acty tink bout sum tinks
y m i so horrible in forming relationships wif ppl
lyk me n family
me n fren
me n classmates
me n bandmates
me n ....
haiz
im horrible
yes i noe
i m an idiot
chinese lesson tym [esp for xh n honey]
路遙知馬力，日久見人心
i copy tis from e web la
so is in traditional chinese
dun care
learn to read!
tts count how many emo posts i hv la
ok
nvrm
dun count
i dun bother to
but i noe
it's more den half
haiz
dun u tink jc life totally sux
tinks were peaceful in ahs
totally out of hand in vjc
haiz
n i was triggered out of acty tink bout sum tinks
y m i so horrible in forming relationships wif ppl
lyk me n family
me n fren
me n classmates
me n bandmates
me n ....
haiz
im horrible
yes i noe
i m an idiot
chinese lesson tym [esp for xh n honey]
路遙知馬力，日久見人心
i copy tis from e web la
so is in traditional chinese
dun care
learn to read!
hL..
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
wats e prob wif me
y i did i behave lyk tt
haiz...
cant tink of any chinese verse today
sorry
y i did i behave lyk tt
haiz...
cant tink of any chinese verse today
sorry
hL..
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
oops!!
i forgot bout chinese verses!!
ok here's one:
输家永远是放弃的那一个
wee
i randomly came up wif tis
ha
enjoy
i will try rmb e nxt tym
ha
i forgot bout chinese verses!!
ok here's one:
输家永远是放弃的那一个
wee
i randomly came up wif tis
ha
enjoy
i will try rmb e nxt tym
ha
hL..
92th~~
ok
i m damn freaking tired
by pw n band
but tis damn pw!!
grrr...
make me too bored!!
i shld juz contd to spam my blog wif posts
c whether i can tink of anytink to write before i hit e 100th post
ha
but i fell aslp acty la
how i wish i dun wake up
ok
not in e sense tt i die
but juz dun wake up till tml
den dunnid do gpp
ha
how idiotic i m
i m juz freakingly bored!!
grrr...
ok
i shld start tinking bout gpp first
ha
look forward to me coming back bloggie!!
ok
i m damn freaking tired
by pw n band
but tis damn pw!!
grrr...
make me too bored!!
i shld juz contd to spam my blog wif posts
c whether i can tink of anytink to write before i hit e 100th post
ha
but i fell aslp acty la
how i wish i dun wake up
ok
not in e sense tt i die
but juz dun wake up till tml
den dunnid do gpp
ha
how idiotic i m
i m juz freakingly bored!!
grrr...
ok
i shld start tinking bout gpp first
ha
look forward to me coming back bloggie!!
hL..
