tis post shld b delicated to FIONA! cos u had a part specially for me only! ha
ok thx for accompanying me whenever i do not hv thx for letting me go to ur hse every now n den becoming e most frequent visitor n... thx for putting up wif my nonsense which is always really NO SENSE n all e crappy stuff tt no one understands except u thx for teaching me no matter how dumb i m at tt particular subj n listening to me tok n ratter away while u study n do ur work thx for being e only one hu calls me despite me not lyking to tok on e fone -.- haha but u can contd to call la ^^ n oso thx for telling me wat to do when i m indecisive thx for comforting me when i was depressed in sec sch till now when i get emo over tinks u noe how to comfort me but i nvr noe how to do e same thx for abandoning ur class at times when i call u but when u do i will call u to come over so sry
n i still rmb how we met me in my horrible short hair den being damn nerdy u transferred class n sat behind me cos e seat den was empty for a reason which i dun rmb u sat dere n ask so MANY qns wat colour is e file for tis n tt got e tymtable hu is tis tcher n on gg haha n we tok so much from den cos i dint hv a hp den n though ur hp is freaking fat n outdated i still keep demanding to play wif it ha n e re arrangement of classes allow us to contd to sit tgt tg wif xin n zy n we make so much noise despite me being e monitress den haha n mrs koh wrote on my report bk: huileng is a well-respected monitress but she will need to remain focus on her work as well. haha cos i nvr listen in her lessons b4 ha
wateva n from den we seemed to hv confirmed our seats for e nxt 3 yrs haha all e fun n laughter thorugh e 4 yrs n ongoing till now though in diff classes really appreaciate it when u still call me still tok to me when u oreadi hv a new circle of fren ya n thx for being dere for me too listening to wat i hatta say n comment
well tis muz b getting long lyk ur post i shld delicate one to xin n zy e nxt tym for dey might get jealous tt dey receive not enugh luv from me dun get jealous k? haha shit tis muz b a boring post~
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Thursday, June 28, 2007
miss me ppl? haha acty i believe not cos i still come online during exams -.-
its finally over man horrible horrible papers but i believe e results will b much worse den how horrible e paper is ha
sianx only today to mon to rest n lessons start -.- sux n i cant believe!! i m acty so guai n not gg out -.- cant believe it oh well cos i got no money to buy e tinks i wan!! n my mum is not gg to buy for me either -.- sad =[ oh well shld b happy for at least a few days
n i got triggered to start tinking again
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Tuesday, June 26, 2007
i m so gonna fail FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL even maths is not helping me nth make sense to me now not even maths T.T
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Monday, June 25, 2007
man i m a horrible gal tt comes online even during exams!! hmph huileng is a bad gal!!
ok i muz b crasy cos i cant do any of e 2 paper today -.- n i become ultra high when i become too relax during an exam its either bcos i tink its too easy or its too diff until i totally gave up n bcome relax well today both papers r e latter haha die x.x
i shld not call ppl to smile anymore cos of e gp compre today -.- i dunno wat it means but i noe i shld not b a cheerleader or wth e paper is writing i oso dunno -.- but i shall not call anyone to smile for no reason anymore unless he/she is depress
true happiness come from true love ha i rmb tis from e passage only haha love everyone tt u love today ppl i shall study my phys now which i predict i m still gonna fail -.- wats e pt in studying rite?! O.o
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Sunday, June 24, 2007
i was tinking... no i m tinking...
eeww a day b4 exams but i hv oreadi planned a full day out on thurs e wrong chronological order of tinking make me hate exams cos it takes up all my tym n joy :s
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ahband handdwn thanks to my usual habit of being late i gotta run up e damn steep hill cos i was late in sandals woo better dun do tt man ppl my leh hurt badly today
anw i did bandship dance which i really miss in sandals too -.- make my leg more pain
though e handdwn dun really concern me but i seem equally worried for e new batch cos its my sis batch i tink i saw how dey grow from sec 1 till now when dey took over my sis esp well she's e abm lets not doubt her ability n to tink i acty say disgusting tinks to her 'i believe u hv e ability to manage ur tym n studies n improve ur playing so i believe u r up to e job cos u noe wat to do' ok tis is eeww i dun say such tinks to my family members -.-
ok i feel sad too for e sec 4s dunno y its another 30 ppl leaving ahband i feel sad jiayou qms n clarinets too rech pls lead well teach well n dun b lyk me hu failed to do anytink much for e section u noe u hv e ability juz put in e heart now n make sure ur asls work well wif u too =]
junhan well dun get too sad u will b lyk me nxt yr too haha sitting by e side watching e ppl u all hv chosen leading e band well n ya will keep u updated wif info my sis gif me k? haha stay happy dere will b a period when u learn how to adapt ha n i only PROMISED to play for alumni if u play for nssn haha tis is our promise!! not i promised to play for alumni!! n my bdae pren!! from last yr till now!! u gonna owe me 2 soon! ha n i forgo tt hug i decided i dun wanna hug u!! haha stay happy ppl =]
whther u got a post anot is not impt we r one of ahband which make us all equally impt cos we contribute =)
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Friday, June 22, 2007
nth goes in i m simply sad freaking sad i wanna cry
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Thursday, June 21, 2007
I M HERE AGAIN!! ANGRY WIF MYSELF!! SHOO HUILENG SHOO!!
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Wednesday, June 20, 2007
i lost my skill of mugging tts y i m here guilty~ :[
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Tuesday, June 19, 2007
i feel horrible whenever tis happens dun bother asking me wats tis -.- grrr... ok maybe angry too~
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Sunday, June 17, 2007
我无话可说~
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saw some old photos yst i look innocent i miss my old self i hate my present self e face seems so much more filled wif tinks
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Saturday, June 16, 2007
ok wat earthly hrs i came online at 1.45AM!! ha wateva studied only 2 chap for e day n only reading e notes slacker me no hope no one to entertain me too :[ can any1 c tis hidden words?leave a tag if u could!!
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Thursday, June 14, 2007
lol yst i dint use e com i m proud of myself =] but i used today lol x]
yst was nice though i went ah for clarinet sectional man junhan luvs me i noe haha so do rech dey mentioned me in their blog!! haha lame yea nice gg back ah familiar feeling as i said clarinet babies too haha yea fun toking to u all will miss tis fun.
yea went for lunch n disgraced myself haha met up wif xin n zy aft so long MISS YOU!! oh my cant imagine toking so much b4 in a day la dint since i left ah n our studying session... hmm... bcome watch dvd XIN LA!! tempt us to haha but nice miss you all i wanna meet up again =[ my hp pic take it from here save e trouble of bluetoothing ha
2 additional ones for zy ha cos i only koop tis 2 from xin heeh
nice nice nice =]
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Wednesday, June 13, 2007
TEMPTING IS E WORD!! for e 126th post ha =]
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i tink i forgot to smile today =[ cos dere is no reason to but relax not emo
我似乎忘记了微笑背后的快乐 只记得我在为谁而展出笑容…
ok it makes no sense to me again =[ my chinese is getting from bad to worse n eventually from worse to worst =[[[[[
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ok i hv nth to blog about but since tis is my 'diary' i shld at least blog sumtink since i m online
hmm i guess i studied in e wrong room e room tt has 2 com in it its too... i forgot e word ya i switched it on e end so here i m blogging haha or maybe sumtink else induce me to on it instead aiya hu cares i still on it in e end -.- well i sound sianed today rite? hmm i m i only concentrated for an hr today spent e rest of e day slacking n eating hee n finally completed (reading only) market structure yucks i m totally hopeless =[ i cant conc!! dint study seriously for too long i guess not used to it anymore man i feel sad
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Monday, June 11, 2007
sad sad sad sad sad hopeless hopeless hopelss hopeless hopeless well tts for e papermen sales n another tink.... STUDIES!! dead dead dead dead dead =[
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man looking at xh's section batch photo in tk it make me tink of ahband again but well tis tym i miss my batch ppl cc jiaxin yy weitheng qiujun yh jol wateva cant seem to recall all now tts makes me even sadder =[ haiz i wan a section outing junhan organise one n invite me pls i feel lyk crying~
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Sunday, June 10, 2007
MY 123th POST!! ok wateva -.-
laozharbo my sis told me bout her blog 1mth ago juz visited it she wrote: 'I think Shrek is very handsome. Big size like a bodyguard. Should be most of the girls dream man!'
my gosh? most gals? i tink its only her HAHAHAHA~
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Saturday, June 09, 2007
here again i suddenly rmb tis event haha i muz blog!! tis happened at mac.... at arnd 4 plus pm
scenerio:fat man n woman at one table xh me n yuxuan at e table beside dem,studying me doing maths wif e gc n normal calculator
tis is how it went: man: hey gal hey gal [i dint wanna ans cos sounds vv rude n hu is e gal x.x] [man start waving hand at me] me: ya man: y ur calculator so big?[pointing to e gc] y diff from tis one ya?[point to normal one] me:tis one can draw graph.e other one cannot man:draw graph?y muz?dunnid la.simple one can oreadi.enugh me:er...ok man:can c? [pass him gc] man:how much u pay? me:arnd $200 man:WA!! $200!! tis tink $200!! FAT woman:haha.u drop ya.$200 ya.den u die. [man faster return e gc] man:wa.muz buy until $200 [i cant stop giggling n dint bother to ans] yuxuan:all jc gotta buy n use FAT woman:wa.muz ya.
ok tt sums e funny moment we cant stop laughing la den yuxuan say aft tt dey were still toking bout e calculatr n e woman quite fat oreadi still eating SUNDAE!! lol! ok tts so mean of me haha yea den when we left i saw e table behind us using gc oso la damn stupid y e man dun ask dem ask me-.- zzzzzzzzzzz
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back its evening wif not much ppl online haha i deduce another tink ppl go out to play till nite haha
wateva too lazy to b bothered bout anyone today sorry haha e bus journey to pp was funny though i heard those rubbish haha dey seem really funny to me x] hahaha
went kfs mos burger den mac wa!! visited so many fastfood res in a day juz to find a place to study -.- n i did e maths paper i deduce once again tt vj is out to kill us anderson paper seems easier to do la though i m only at e first few qns tt r always e easiest haha
anw here's e chinese phrase for e post!! 我解放了!!
ok tis is crap cos itis a lie i still got mids to study n worry for-.- no chinese inspiration today haha not my fault at least i tried to post one forgif me honey n xh darling haha VHATEVER[daxuan lang =)]
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Friday, June 08, 2007
man i hate afternoons e sleepiest tym of e day n guess wat my primary sch fren tt used to sit bside me n tok non stop bout his hyperactive-ness acty tok to me on msn today!! e period when i m falling aslp man he 'entertained' me for tt really short period of tym but ya his lang is quite hard to comprehend ok mayb is my prob again haha
but ya n how come i nvr knew yy press my head when i was short? haha but i rmb i was taller den him la!! until sec3 haha he bcame really tall man i rmb i used to laugh at him for being short to tink how i hated him in sec one n now we r lyk fren for 4 yrs n ahbandmates summore haha
well tinks always changes when yrs passby tis start me tinking bout how i will look lyk nxt yrs den e nxt nxt yr den e nxt nxt nxt yr den e nxt nxt nxt nxt yr man i will b lyk 21 den!! omg haha i wish to look really diff! man its so cool when u look back at photos taken yrs ago n laugh at urself for looking so horrible haha but i really wonder wat i will look lyk when i m old? man muz b really ugly cos i nvr c any beautiful ahmas b4 man i m crapping bout getting old again haha i wonder how many rubbish posts can i put a day? haha
had fun in e arcade wif yuxuan though at pp haha n dere is lyk 50cents value in e card but no 50cents worth of game in e arcade lyk wth den wats tt 50cents value for? waste my money rite?! ok.nvrm haha we shld try e dancing n street basketball e nxt tym round again man its so fun!! but well pls make sure no one is watching its damn stupid for 2 to dance on e same buttons tt r only meant for 1 haha i luv street bball!! but i always fail e 2nd stage. sobs...=[
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hey!! haha back!! from lovely band!!
haha i miss band prac!! man n i cant sight read for goodness sake!! man i suck!! lyk e whole clarinet section only yuxuan was playing!! haha sorry to not play wif u man darling!! but i was lost... haha sry told u my playing is horrible =[
wateva idiot cockroach freaked me out la!! lyk huijin was saying omg omg den i was lyk tinking wat omg when i saw TIS DISGUSTING FULL GROWN BIG DIRTY N BLACK N EVERYTINK BAD COCKROACH COMING SO CLOSE TO ME well e worst insect tt i could ever imagine touching me ok tink e previous sentence sounds wrong grammatically but ya tts my eng ok back to e cockroach yea i dint scream ha(cant imagine how i mangaged not to) but i made a sharp squeak haha n put my legs on e chair haha damn funny mr tan went huileng ya... haha damn funny sumone shld hv taken a video of me n let me c I WANNA C HOW FUNNY LOOKING I WAS!! =] i tot bout it on e bus n started smiling to myself la man crazy haha but i m la haha wat a idiot i m
n SUMBODY make me reread my posts last nite la!! man feel damn stupid but well it reminded me tt i hvnot post any chinese sentence for damn long!! man honey n xh dun u juz miss reading chinese haha but i cant type any now i promise one e nxt tym tis is due to e limitations of my sis laptop -.- haha till den cya
online in a afternoon. prove my previous post rite. its sian zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~
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Thursday, June 07, 2007
eating my dinner while i typed hee e chicken has too much fats haha ok tts not e pt
i used to complain bout my family how not heartwarming it is i read my sis blog how she comment on her feelings bout e family she feels great bout e family at times but i nvr used to agree but now i do well at least for sum ppl in my family
hu's mum will stay up to iron e clothes while waiting for her daughter to return from a concert? hu's mum will argue wif her husband juz to help her daughter get out of e hse? hu's mum will slp on e sofa juz to stay up for her child's return? hu's mum will try so hard to sms when she dunno how to juz to not disturb her child in a midnite movie? well tts my mum i dint noe how to appreciate her but i m learning ya but i angered her juz now i was angry but at least i dint scream back at her lyk i used too i replied NICELY.ha
well for my dad sorry hvnot learnt yet but well at least he offers to fetch me to sch everyday which some other parents wun tts quite gd too i m improving rite? ha
for my sis hmm pity my older sis im afraid to follow her footsteps for my 2 youngers sis well at least dey help me when i lied not bad haha well i dun refer to lying but at least dey dint expose me lyk dey used too ha
well i will contd to learn at least i appreciated e presence of my mum more now? rite?=]
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spent 2 nitex out but not thrughout comparing e 2 tink e first nite was more fun i m sorry
ahband used to b my hm n will always b so heartwarming n happy to go back sorry bout jts but yea gg back to e old hm always feel better den e new one soryy its fun seeing all e old frens e nice ones too e familiar faces tt i always c n etc even e sch seems so much more familiar compared to vj i used to b scare of e nite in ah but not now cos ah feels warm not supposed to b scary
ok wat i say doesnt really seem to make sense but ya i will try to accept vj though n create e same feeling jts... hmm got a bit freaked out at certain part but ya... e rest is... er boring? sorry.... man i tink i m horrible.... imafailure....
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Tuesday, June 05, 2007
came online in a afternoon aft a long tym n i deduce tt ppl goes out to play in e afternoon n on e com at nite dey dun study juz lyk me =p but wateva afternoons r boring as usual -.- nobody is online nth to do sian zzzzzzzzzzzz~
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Sunday, June 03, 2007
another boring day passed but well.... means another day closer to mids... i hate it x[
n well shrek3 isnt really as nice as expected i wan to go tml!! n i suddenly dun mind everybody knowing my blog. ha~
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Saturday, June 02, 2007
HA I M LAME N BORED SO I SHLD POST BOUT A DAY IN E SUPERMART!! haha i came up wif it in e supermart n i was damn excited to come back to blog bout it haha
e first amazing tink i saw in fair price.AUST EGG PLANT!! BIG SIA!!ha. xp
e full colour range of pepperoni!! red yellow green.traffic light.haha
bean sprouts.i tot nobody like dem?
wth is luffa?haha
ans... i dint noe tt too.haha
EMPTY SHELVES IN E SUPERMART!! RARE!!
wth?! washed potato?! i believe i need to wash dem again when i get hm!
tis is yam...
tis is young yam!! lol!!
tis is old ginger.r dere young ones too?haha.n how to differentiate? xp
LOOK!! ppl r snatching to buy china mangoes on discount!!
i seriously wonder if dey ever finish selling these bread?
ok tt ends my day outside haha went back wif my popo here's a pic of us n her ha
ha we saw jeff in CS today!! ha but tis is blurred i dint bother taking my mum force my sis too haha far distance pls understand his hair is damn COOL!! haha wateva
kk damn long bb
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Friday, June 01, 2007
=[ no more sian~
mids sux~~
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happy~ shalala!
haha noe its an excuse but nvrm haha pw was freezing today got brain freeze cant tink haha sorry if i dint do anytink constructive today den ha
happy~ shalala~
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HUILENG
28aug1990
18 to be
ahbander
vjcsb-er
chinese virgo
idiot