Friday, August 31, 2007
im crazy
Im crazy
IM crazy
IM Crazy
IM CRazy
IM CRAzy
IM CRAZy
IM CRAZY
IM CRAZY!!
yes
i cant control my brain
conclusion: im crazy
fiona
重色轻友
aiyoooooooooooo~
hL..
yea thx for all e wishes
all e gifts
n juz simply everytink to make my bdae a wonderful day
i receive my last pren today
excluding e cap tt weitheng forgot to bring for me
totally grrr...
out of all e pren
i muz say i luv zy n his pren e most
yea dey were simply sweet
juz as i said u all r e no 1 in my heart
ha
not saying e rest r not gd
i luv them too
but sumtimes do understand tt sometink r simply hard to explain
lyk y u prefer one over e other
ha
thx junsen n xuan for e dinner
lyk dragging u all last min
haha
so sry
HAPPY BDAE XINHUI
LOVE U MANY MUCH PLENTIFUL LOTS N MANY MORE
haha
jc tcher day celebration is juz diff from sec sch
more daring i muz say
but fun la
ha
n i do noe i miss him many times
when he isnt arnd me
=[
hL..
Sunday, August 26, 2007
ok
yst was sianed
at first
but it was kinda hyper aft tt
ha
to tink i acty sang so much a day
ha
n DERE WAS STILL MY FAV ICE CREAM WHEN I RETURN TO SCH
but dere is NO CUP!!
totally grrr
i will eat it another day when i m rich
ok mayb not
cos tt day wun happen
when i m not broke
ha
n can e full day come b4 promos?
plssssss~
n i did not spemd a cent to go hm from sch aft all
ha thx so much to dafril dad man
he even send me ALL e way to my block
ha
p.s got ready my pren? ;]
hL..
Friday, August 24, 2007
been aging since i update
not tt i dun use e com
but i was either to lazy to
or too tired to
or too busy to
dots
i m still in e post-exam mood though lyk exams hv been mths ago
but i m totally not prepared for promos!!
lyk totally suxy
ok yes im happy today
happy? x]
and thanks for e company :]
hL..
Friday, August 17, 2007
i m really really tired=[
but hair hvnot dry
i shall juz slp on e sofa sitting upright ltr den
grrrr
n i hv a pimple popping out =[
ok mayb not
i juz feel pain
wateva
crappy
n andy owe me a slice of cake from dunno whr
ha
i rmb tis lyk from... feb?
n weitheng
a cap every yr
yea
but i hvnot get ur gift yet
so sry heeh
wooooooo~
fiona n gang i wan a bag!!
ha
but mind e colour =]
its impt
if not i cant use too
ha
ok la
if not i wan a surprise too =]
one as sweet as zy gift oso can
ha
hL..
Thursday, August 16, 2007
THE NUMBER ONE HUNDRED AND EIGHTY-ONE POST
ok cool another bout 20 more to the 200 one
ha
ok
crap too tired to bother bout anytink seriously
pon maths lecture to do IQ qn when i wanted to slp acty
n wth junguang ask us to c polka dots underwear -.-
perverted
n my intelligence is insulted la
thx to his IQ qn
]=
oh n i really really feel sad bout timonthy
so e nxt tym when u wanna say sumtink bad bout sumone
mayb u shld consider how he will feel when he hears it
or how u would feel when sumbody say e same tinks bout u
i really admire him
for not feeling e least bit angry when he was being bullied
i would hv throw a temper on e spot if i were him
n swendens(or how u spell it la.brain not functioning tt well) was nice
n perverted again in a way -.-
but its quite amazing how u can only spent 2 bucks plus for an ice cream dere
hahahaha
ook mayb i do lyk certain parts of e day aft all
=]
hL..
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
i came up wif tis on my lonely bus ride hm
n type it into my hp immediately
man tink emo tinks r lovely
but emo-ing is bad ]x
看到你离去的背影
我心中有种说不出的伤心
我开始责问自己
为什么能这样一次又一次地忍住伤痛
看着他渐渐地从自己的视线范围内消失
我快耗尽长久累积下来的毅力与力气
因为我一直在压抑心里的痛
我不知道自己还能维持多久
我只知道自己快要撑不住了
i got a short lonely moment today in sch aft chem lecture
i walked by myself
ha
before siewhui came n whisper mummy into my ears
but tt dint frighten me
ha
shout nxt tym
i will scream
i m improving
ha
i dint sit beside xh sh or hq or serene for a lecture today!
way to go man
a lonely gal on the rise!
hL..
1.01am
cool man
pw is now done
for e tym being
sux =[[[[
i dun wanna spend my days wif pw
=[[[[
hL..
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
hmm
stupid tiring day
stupid wr to b completed
stupid me for not completing my work
stupid me for not being able to help
stupid me hu is bad at comforting ppl
stupid me for waning to go on e budget meal tt taste horrible aft 2 days
stupid me for not being able to do everytink properly
stupid me for being a failure
ok i need to get use to loneliness
cos nobody will always b free to stay by me
i hv to learn to b independent
cos if i get too used to non-loneliness
i wun noe wat to do when nobody will b dere for me 1 day
hL..
Monday, August 13, 2007
lol
wats wif all e cream today man
ha
n yuxuan!!
we finally tok today!!
lyk aft sooooooooo long...
man
ha
more toking session in future?yea?
ok pw sux though i call yuxuan to luv her grpmates
but as a whole
yea it sux =[
n i shall officially go on a budget meal
no more money spent on food
n i shall live on biscuits for lunch
ha
canteen food kinda stinks to me now x[
hL..
Sunday, August 12, 2007
sometimes i wonder
wats e extent of my lonliness
low average high
hL..
Friday, August 10, 2007
left wif tml
n everytink will b over
thx for all ur concern
i m really fine oreadi
sry tt u all will hatta put up wif my weird temper for these few days
treat it tt i pms-ing den
ha
really sry
i sort out some tinks aft tis event
i nvr ever show enugh luv for anyone
not one
its not entirely my fault for not do so
sometimes its juz not within my control
i m juz not brave enugh to show certain tinks
or even say
the confidence level is way lower den average i tink
even a toddler noes how to b truthful
n show hu dey lyk or dun
but i cant
a teenage hu failed to accomplish something tt even a 2 yr old kid can
wateva
mayb its jux tym for me to say more tinks to ppl i luv
i do luv u (to each individual )
juz tt i dunno how to express or show
i hv difficulties in saying it out in real life
tis is e only tink i can do
so sry
yes
i do luv u de
[=
hL..
Thursday, August 09, 2007
i m damn tired
everytink is gonna end soon
sry for yst
hL..
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
i seriously hv alot to say
alot alot really alot
but i dunno how to say
its juz tis vv sad feeling in e heart
u noe its dere but u dunno wats wrong
today is 8 aug
the day before the nation's bdae n everyone is celebrating
i went to sch damn early wif tis weird feeling
i tot i was juz tired
i tried smiling n toking
but i knew i wasnt rite
i seriously dun wanna mix arnd
i wanna b alone
but tt seems almost impossible
i wasnt interested a least bit in e events
i dint wanna eat
i went into the bandroom hoping to juz sit dere
or mayb even sumone to sit by me w/o saying a word at all
but i receive qn lyk wats wrong how r u
i cant stand these qn
it made me cry
n i wan nobody to c me cry
i left
n thx fiona again for juz walking arnd wif me w/o saying anytink
i juz wan peace n quiet
i dun wanna tok
i seriously dunno wat came over me tday
tt i acty broke dwn in sch e 2nd tym
thx for all ur concern
but sumtimes all i need is juz sumone to stand quietly by me
dun ask a tink dun speak a word
juz stand close to me
n let me b
i will speak when i m alrite
我喜欢我们的那小小空间
那个足够敞开心房的空间
为何要把那空间给扩大
显得我那么地微不足道
我一点都不喜欢
真的不喜欢
我宁愿独自一个去寻找
我渴望的那个地方
我现在心里的那一阵一阵的痛
不是一个问题一个答案就能解释的
hL..
Sunday, August 05, 2007
too tired to blog
nitex
1.42am on 5th aug 2007
hL..
Friday, August 03, 2007
i m really an idiot man
wth m i doing?!
walao
at times i really shld juz die
n at times i juz really need tt little more courage
ok mayb not
many more courage
hL..
i cried
but i still dunno wat to do
i m totally totally hopeless
an attempt to do something
which failed
lol
conclusion of the day
i m a retarded idiot
hL..
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
wat a day
i muz hv grew fatter
plus 56% of daily sodium intake went into my body juz within an hr!!
gosh=[
chio yuxuan
ha ur lang
EVERYTINK WILL B FINE N HAPPY EVER AFTER!!
hL..
