Wednesday, August 08, 2007
i seriously hv alot to say
alot alot really alot
but i dunno how to say
its juz tis vv sad feeling in e heart
u noe its dere but u dunno wats wrong
today is 8 aug
the day before the nation's bdae n everyone is celebrating
i went to sch damn early wif tis weird feeling
i tot i was juz tired
i tried smiling n toking
but i knew i wasnt rite
i seriously dun wanna mix arnd
i wanna b alone
but tt seems almost impossible
i wasnt interested a least bit in e events
i dint wanna eat
i went into the bandroom hoping to juz sit dere
or mayb even sumone to sit by me w/o saying a word at all
but i receive qn lyk wats wrong how r u
i cant stand these qn
it made me cry
n i wan nobody to c me cry
i left
n thx fiona again for juz walking arnd wif me w/o saying anytink
i juz wan peace n quiet
i dun wanna tok
i seriously dunno wat came over me tday
tt i acty broke dwn in sch e 2nd tym
thx for all ur concern
but sumtimes all i need is juz sumone to stand quietly by me
dun ask a tink dun speak a word
juz stand close to me
n let me b
i will speak when i m alrite
我喜欢我们的那小小空间
那个足够敞开心房的空间
为何要把那空间给扩大
显得我那么地微不足道
我一点都不喜欢
真的不喜欢
我宁愿独自一个去寻找
我渴望的那个地方
我现在心里的那一阵一阵的痛
不是一个问题一个答案就能解释的
hL..